Alyssa (sugarspunsister) wrote,

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we wanna be free, we wanna be free to do what we wanna do

I just realised I haven't updated this in a while. I really really should, although it would mostly be boring, minute details of my life. I got a new coat, I got a new CD, that sort of thing. Hopefully I will post such details either tomorrow or the next day. Not the day after that though cause I'll be going to The Rakes. I'll be seeing Christian there and I must admit I'm really really looking forward to seeing him.

I recently came to the conclusion that, including guys I have no hope with, I have never actually met a guy who I believe was right for me, although many have had qualities I loved. I don't know why this was some kind of revelation for me or something, but I tend to put boys I fancy up on a pedestal of perfection perhaps and ignore their shortcomings, of which all have. I expect I will never meet this perfect person. I've been thinking about relationships and stuff and I'm not entirely sure I want one right now. I even went so far as to change my MySpace settings of 'here for' to Friends, Networking and Dating - eliminating 'Serious Relationships' from that list. Reason being I'm just not sure a serious relationship is what I want right now. I'm young and I want to try out different things and what not! Also, I really don't want to be in a relationship with someone when I visit England. Not that I have any immediate plans to do that, although I am always dreaming of it. Leeds Fest perhaps. A girl can dream, right?

I am really sleepy now though, so that is all for now.
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